Feeling lonely is the worst moment that anyone could go through.
In times of loneliness you feel helpless and you know that you are driven by something that you don't want to be part of.
You begin to think of ways that can 'help' you to bring redemption.
Some of the prevalent ways are: - You try to occupy yourself with work.
You try to keep yourself too busy with some kind of work hoping that your loneliness would go away.
Sometimes you involve in learning something new.
But the fact remains the same - at the end of 'work', the shadows of loneliness grips you again.
You feel lost and empty.
Why is that? - You go for shopping or try to put yourself in a busy place that makes you feel like you are noticed and you are one among them.
But the reality is different.
When you are lonely, even if you are among the thousands you can distinctly see yourself in a place that makes you feel weary.
Everything looks meaningless and you just don't know what to do.
What has gone wrong? - At times you think that having some kind of sexual pleasures will help you find peace about your loneliness.
But beyond the pleasure, you feel more miserable than before wanting to go back in time to redeem yourself.
Why is this happening? There are moments you wait on God for things to come to pass.
Those are the toughest times you can ever think of.
For now, let's not get in to those highly spiritual details.
Those challenges are real and it takes a miracle to have that strength to face it.
Your very decision to follow Christ is the best thing you can think of to happen in your life! That is the truth.
Bible says that He is true to His Word and He does what He promises to do! Wait, then why do I feel miserable? What do I feel lonely? If my God is my heavenly Father why do I feel lonely? If I belong to God, why would I feel useless than being fruitful? You need to understand that every act on the face of earth has a spiritual implication.
In fact, your walk on earth has already been determined and is written in the book of life.
That is true.
You can ask me, what kind of life is that? Your life according to God's inscription is beautiful and is a treasure to be cherished! Are you still asking, why am I in this mess? It sounds so contradictory? Yes, it is contradictory.
Because goodness is contradictory to bad; sweetness is contradictory to bitterness; best is contradictory to worse; Blessing is contradictory to curse.
What happens in your walk as you wait on God is that the enemy is constantly working to bring the contradictory of 'good' in your life.
The enemy waits to devour you to bring those moments of loneliness and to make you feel miserable; to make you feel worthless; to make you feel useless; to make you feel that you have nothing in life to look up to; that you are a looser; that you cannot move on in life; that you cannot have any good relationship; that you cannot make a difference in your own life and in the life of others.
All these are FALSE!!! Think about it for a moment - why would God come in to your life to make you taste His love and promise all the goodness about it? Do you think He'll trap you? No.
There is no trap in true love.
He loves you and He is true to His promises.
He will fulfill all of them at His best.
So, what's wrong? Why do I feel that way? There are some spiritual implications to it.
You might want to look at your life, as much as you can go back in your remembrance.
Did I say that every single moment about your life has got spiritual implication? Hence everything that has happened in your life has spiritual implications.
If you see something beyond your capacity to figure out your life, things that you don't want to do but end up doing it, things that you cannot control, then it is really important that you being to take a look at the background of your life.
According to the Word of God, there are things that are being passed on to you from the last four generations.
You might know very little about your past or you might know nothing at all but irrespective of your condition, it just happens.
As a person who has come to know the truth in Christ, it is important that you take steps to break it! As you make those careful steps to clean up your life, you will begin to see changes in your life.
It is truly a splendor of God being displayed in every one of those moments as you break the bondage and move on like a warrior.
A true warrior for Christ!!! You can be the one to break this deception of loneliness in your life.
Hang on there! Cling on to what the Word of God says about it and know that God loves you.
You are not alone!!! You've been given the best of love through Christ and it is all yours.
You've tasted it and never let anyone or anything to steal it.
After all you are more than a conqueror in Christ!!!